Twinkle stars & 16th BIRTHDAY....

Hello! My name is Chloe and I am a tenth-grader studying at UWC Changshu China. In my past 16 years of life, I have never created a website or a blog before nor even tried to write down anything deep or meaningful(even though these thoughts are going around my mind and make me think a lot). Occasionally, I would write down my dreams, but I  feel like they are abstract and silly HAHAAhaha.

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Well, I have to admit that writing my thoughts gives me a sense of peace and precision that I haven’t found elsewhere(Maybe that is why i have a diary? IDK....)

As a high school student studying IB at a UWC school, I feel that it is important to preserve the memories of my youth. Today is March 25 , my first day of being 16, as I lie on the grass, I am typing these words while the stars twinkle above me, as if they have faith in my ability to face any challenges that may come my way in the future after this wonderful chilling birthday. Actually, that is also worth surmising a bit since I have always identified myself as a simple person, perhaps due to my zodiac sign as I am an Aries. People born under this sign are believed to be genuine, simple, and hardworking. However, as I grow up, I am starting to refresh my own opinion of myself. I can feel that I am changing, and it is not a matter of good or bad, but rather an objective situation that is happening both physically and mentally. At first, it felt quite weird, especially since older people often say that growth is invisible and that someday you will wake up and find that everything has turned out fine and is under your control. However, my understanding clashes with this stereotype, which is why  it is time for me to experience and find the answer by myself. I find this phenomenon interesting, and I am also curious about myself as well….. 

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Lying down on the grassy field beside the lake and decided to start this website where I can share my thoughts and feelings can be challenging and difficult, but I want to document them, reflect on them, accept them, and live my life peacefully with them(perhaps). I might share my study tips, concerns, moods, activities, hobbies, dreams, and more. From now on, we are each other's listeners, and I hope that whenever you visit this website, you will feel that we are on the same wavelength. No matter who you are. where you are from, as long as you read it.......